temptation
i'm tempted. really tempted. before today, i thought that i had it all settled. made up my mind to spend eight glorious days taking in the beuaty of leipzig, frankfurt and london...more importantly, it means eight days with him.
but today, my heart fought a fierce battle against my head...and lost. $700 is no small sum.
will it be money well spent? my heart screams yes, but then i am quickly pulled back to earth. i chide myself for being so spoilt, and for selfishly planning this trip even though it means sacrificing so much time, schoolwork, and money. afterall, there's winter, and spring break, and next summer. goodbye was not forever.
yet i really do want to see him soon. he's not flying back in winter. so i don't know when we'll next meet. spare me the suspense. i miss you.
thinkthinkthinkdecidedecidequick.
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