apologies
mood: reflective
this is dedicated to all the wonderful people who help fill up the blank piece of paper that is life with vivid colours and beautiful images...
sorry about me being me. sorry for all the times i've made u feel like u don't matter. sorry for the coldness in my voice, the harshness in my tone, the nonchalance in my words. i don't mean to sound to be unfriendly, to be hostile, or to be mean. i know sometimes i put up this wall around me. sometimes i'm peeved about something deep down inside...but just not willing to let it out. sometimes i just feel so tired, and not feel like making conversation. i know i shouldn't let my mood get in the way of friendships, but sometimes i just can't be bothered to act happy and friendly all the time. i know how shitty it must feel to have someone blow hot and cold. to have someone in the same house who's refusing to open up. to be with someone cold and defensive despite sitting on the same couch. but remember, this shouldn't make you any less of a friend than u are, for i am just being selfish, grumpy and temperamental. just ignore me, and know how glad i am to have a friend like you.